Keep calm❤️

Be Calm. Don’t worry too much. Don’t overload yourself with too much information. Don’t throw your anger at someone else. But don’t keep the anger in. Keep the anger calm.

Anger overloads us sometimes. Stress overloads us a lot of the time and we have no way of overcoming it. Sometimes it’s just too much. We need rest. We need to keep calm. But keeping calm doesn’t mean bottling all the emotions up. It means letting them go. Let the anger, the emotions, the feelings, let go.

Scream it all out into a pillow. It’s okay to let it all out. Cry. Cry it away. Punch a punching bag. It’s okay. But always know, there are other people out there, going through the same thing as you are.You are NEVER alone. Ever.

Do what you think is right and what makes you happy. Believe in yourself. You believe in you, even when others don’t. Be true to who you are. Be calm. Be You.

I believe in you, and I trust you, we all do.


Music to Me

A place, an escape.

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Music is a place. In my head. Far in my head, actually everywhere among my head is music. The beat of the music just repeats. boom, boom, boom. Beat by beat. Slow and calm. Kind of like it’s meant to be. It’s not a loud boom. It’s more like a soft, boom. Following the boom is a click. Click, Click, Click. They mix together and form some kind of rhythm. Boom, Click, Boom, Click. Then the words. The words fall into place starting as a stream and flowing down creating a river of plain words. Words coming straight from the heart. The river turns into a lake and meets trillions of words. Just words. Alot of words. Each word with a meaning. It’s real. It’s music. The music gives me some sort of Enthusiasm, power. It gives me a sense of determination to keep going and try harder because the music, keeps going. The beat never stops. Boom, Boom, Boom. And neither do I.



Okay so this piece might not make sense and I’m not really sure what it is, but basically I’m writing about what music is to me. Music is a getaway for me, just like writing. They both have something in common. It’s the words, the merge together and they both create stories that I can imagine and be a part of in my head. I love music and it might just be the best thing in the world for me. I just felt like expressing the way it effects me <3.

Saibaa 💕

Fortunate for Fashion

Okay so this post is bringing out another side of me. More like a tiny section of me. Fashion. Let’s begin with saying, I am in no way a fashion expert. But, I do have experience and the interest.

We all look in our wardrobes and dressers and the first thing that comes to mind is ‘I have nothing to wear’.  I’ve been there. But look at this situation from a different angle, we kind of do.

In reality though, we really are lucky. We do have clothes. They might be ugly and old but we do have them. Some people don’t. We are fortunate to have clothes.


All you really need to have a nice outfit are a nice T shirt, a pair of jeans a cute necklace chain and some nice fake vans. Easy outfit with things you already have. If you don’t have them all you have to do is look at the necessities of a closet.

Here we go..

1 plain dress

1 pair of running shoes

1 pair of good looking shoes

3 cute t shirts

1 jacket

1 sweatshirt (optional)

1 jean

2 leggings

2 tights

and lastly Accessories.

Accessorizing is key.

I probably missed somethings on that list but my point is  keep it to a minimum. Before you go ahead and my pieces of clothing, know what you can wear them with. That’s all it really takes.

Find your Fashion, your Fortune.

You’re shipwrecked

I’m shipwrecked almost all the time.

What is being shipwrecked? You decide.

For me being shipwrecked is being confused or alone.

I feel alone a lot of the time. It’s not that I’m lonely.. I’m considered ‘popular’. A lot of the time being popular is portrayed in being mean or rich. Trust me though I have an average family and I am not mean. I’ve only ever been ‘mean’ to my siblings but we know what ‘mean’ means to them. Being popular doesn’t mean that I have a ton of friends. They’re more like a billion acquaintances. People who I know. Since I’ve come to this new school, I found myself a so called squad and have found myself to become part of the inner squad. Apparently the inner popular people circle. It’s annoying. That’s where being shipwrecked comes in. I have a crew but I’m in a ship in the middle of absolutely no where. My friends aren’t really friends. They are kind of people who I just hang out with. If I give them too much information my whole social life can go down the drain. But don’t get me wrong. Not everyone I know is like that. I do have friends. Amazing friends. But no best friends. I did in my own school. I miss them. They were people I could pour my heart out to. LITERALLY.

Shipwrecked. Alone but not alone… and confused.


Oh my god. Some things just take up our minds so much. They just don’t get away. That’s why it’s so important to learn how to just sit back and relax. Learning how to take a break is SERIOUSLY necessary!

Okay well the first thing which I personally love is taking a nice warm shower. Wash all your thoughts away. Let it all go. You do not need the stress right now. Next, to make your shower perfect, light up a couple of nice scented candles. I feel nice smells just relax the brain. If you’re not a shower fan go ahead and take a bath. I stay away from baths, again just my personal preference.

Apart from showers, giving yourself a girly makeover can be really fun! Bring out the face masks and nailpolishes. I recommend keeping yourself warm and cozy and don’t bother getting yourself tired.

When it comes to food, treat yourself! It’s okay to have an unhealthy snack once or twice… or all the time. Order take out if you want but remember don’t be too unhealthy because too much junk will lead to your head feeling like a 1 million pound elephant. Seriously.

WARM DRINKS! I don’t want to repeat myself too many times but remember stay away from junk…like coke.

Definitely watch a movie. Okay.. I love netflix. This differs with different people but I love to relax with my netflix. If you aren’t a netflix fan. Go back to the basics. Read a book. Reading is a great mind clearer and it’s probably one of the best ways to relax. Listening to music is also an all time favourite of mine and may just beat netflix. Whether it’s rock music, pop or classical, music puts me into my own world and I love it! I can create my own movies in my head and thats definitely my favourite pass time.

But let’s get real. The best way to relax is to have a nice, cozy, warm nap. Sleeping is key, whether you’re 2 or 102 sleeping is key.

Sleep. It works.



This is my very first blog post and I wanted to make this post mean something. My favourite colour is grey. Grey is a mixture of a hint of black and white. It means something. It’s kind of a metaphor of us. Humans. We’re full of goodness and happiness but we all have our worst moments and things we hate. We have parts of us which are full of hatred but we don’t express them often. White and black. You mix them, you get grey. That’s what makes us.

You probably don’t understand what I mean. To be honest I don’t really know what I’m getting at but whatever. haha.

Think about it though. Grey.